20051230

i am so totally have school blues. and plus, i was hoping that i could stayover today at my cousin's house. sigh. nevermind. at least i have iceskating tmr.. but i just remembered my humongous bister that almost bled. i must remember to put cotton! or sponge. haha.

i loved christmas! it totally rocked! i love seeing the happy faces on people when they see their presents. i hope you love your phone sarah! i'm so envious of you. haha. i contributed okay! oh and i hope ahmin likes her present too. i loved her present actually. i should have kept it. oops, haha.

gosh. i cant believe my junior didnt get into nanyang. siggghhh. okay nevermind. at least marie and yiping did. i think? haha. oh and i am sooo devastated about the fact that sarah, chuyi and i are ALL in different classes next year for learning point. me stuck with the NERDS. the well known NERRDDDYYY CLASS. just because im in IP. disaster la! okay not really well known.. but still! i dont believe it.

i am SO changing class by the first term. that is, if i cant stand it. i cant bear the thought of being stuck with the geeks. i am SO dead. i have SO MANY worries to start school with. because i am not ready at all. totally not. sigghhhhh.

plus i have to worry about a stupid piano concert that is like, so silly. not really silly but aiya.. dont know how to say. NEVERMIND. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! [:

you have no idea how i felt like when i saw your sms. its like i remembered everything again when i thought those memories were gone, and i felt my heart racing all over again. i just.. couldn't believe the way you're treating me after all those times. i know i agreed, but in my heart i didnt. i know i didnt. you were treating me like a .. a friend.